This has been in my heart and finally without fear, I can release it. Inspired by several books Romans, Ecclesiastes, & Jeremiah.
You adulteress how's make fools of yourselves, u stand in the house of God, yet ur ways r wicked. U say with ur mouth that u love God, but ur actions are filthy. Filthy as rags. Your ways r corrupt, thoughts r sinful. U know the Word. You've been taught, uv heard, uv taught about the great Love who has created u, u sing out loud, throw ur hands up in the air, u kneel down to pray, and u go to the alter.
These r lies, because u turned against, put aside, ignored the truth. No in fact u are a liar, to urself. LoVe knows u never did. U set aside the truth to pick up ur idol. The idol of want, what u dont have, what u wish u had but dont, this is ur idol. U dont love, stop pretending.
This which u have chosen will follow u and ur children and grandchildren, the falseness, and fake ways r detestable, sick and disgusting.
Denial to oneself, u heap judgement and condemnation on Ur own head. No one condemns u, but ur actions do. No one judges u, but ur actions do. U have turned away and committed adultery against Ur maker. U backslide into a place of death, ur path is changed forever, u take the easy wide road, but were instructed to take the narrow. Ur Attempts to make money, have pleasure, build a house, do good, but it leaves u empty and lonely and alone. No one is left for u, because u choose to backslide from the truth and Love.
Your evil and the show U've put on, the words u spoke were all in vain, because u don't believe them and never did.
Now ur children will watch u and emulate what u do,they will follow in ur ways. U have lead them down the path of death. Unsaved, u have done this. U brought urself here to this place of judgement. U have no one to blame but u. It's no ones fault but urs, u adulteress.
Do u have hope to come out of this, and live a good and right and honorable life? It's a lie. U lie to urself. Life won't get better as u drink from the cup of the evil one. He will rule ur home, u will watch ur children drink from this cup also, and their children will drink also.
Turn away from the ways of the world, and turn back to Love. Stop drinking from the up of evil, and drink from Love.
Look at ur heart, it wants freedom, but will only be in bondage and chains of trouble. It will follow u and u walk in it. All ur ways r trouble, and will remain trouble all of ur days.
Seeds were planted, but your soil is shallow soil and thorns chocked it out.
Dig deeper, and pull the thorns, remove the world, open ur eyes to see, soften ur heart, u cant because ur heart is so hard, u will watch ur heart that uv planted in ur children become hard, even harder than urs.
When u are old and alone and no ne left, u will have much regret and remorse as all ur children will have hearts of stone, u will cry but no one will listen because u chose this wide path.
The encouragers who u listened to will desert u-they too were on the path wide. While the people on the narrow, u avoid and shun away. The narrow path walkers make u remember just how adulterous u are against Love. They remind u of the truth u once taught, but never really believed. U are a fake, u are a hypocrite.
Turn away from this foolishness and turn toward Love. Get off the path of death and choose to walk in Love on the path narrow. Ur fruit is bitter, it looked good once, but now no one can eat ur fruit. They walk past the tree and refuse ur bitter fruit.
U may fool the small minded and the babies drinking milk, but u don't fool those who eat meat, and those who see u for who u are. They don't judge u, the judgment u feel u have heaped upon urself. They don't condemn u, that is indeed by the work of ur own hands.
Ur temple is slowly filling with dirt and waste, soon u will hate urself, and will try to escape try to make urself clean, but u choose hatred instead of Love. Love can't survive where it's not wanted. The aroma of hatred will pour from u and push away all those who Love.
It is time to repent, and renew urself to Love. Submit that u know nothing and ways ur evil, tell Love how uv wronged, lied, and suffocated and lead astray those who do love.
Go to the alter, this time announce to ur church how U've sinned against them and ask them for forgiveness. Tell them the truth, that u never knew Love. That it was all a big charade to cover the truth. Tell them ur ways have been evil and in vain because u rejected Love. Tell them u are a adulterer against Love. They will have compassion on u, and they will wrap their arms and prayers around u and lift u up. Do it before the wide path consumes u and takes u forever.
Repent, to Love. Raise your standards in the ways u were taught. Go renew ur strength in Love. Go to ur closet and pray and hope for redemption and forgivness. Tell Love ur ways r wrong and want the narrow path.
Go repent before it's too late.
Ur back sliding will only be long enough for u to fall, then ur done, ur out, nothing will satisfy u.
Put on the chains of Love, ask Love to make u it's slave. Be a slave to Love. For the first time, give it all to Love. Lay it down, before it's to late.
U will be redeemed and forgiven and set free, but do it now before it's too late.
Go to the alter, this time announce to ur church how U've sinned against them and ask them for forgiveness. Tell them the truth, that u never knew Love. That it was all a big charade to cover the truth. Tell them ur ways have been evil and in vain because u rejected Love. Tell them u are a adulterer against Love. They will have compassion on u, and they will wrap their arms and prayers around u and lift u up. Do it before the wide path consumes u and takes u forever.
Repent, to Love. Raise your standards in The ways u were taught. Go renew ur strength in Love. Tell Love ur ways r wrong and want the narrow path.
Go repent before it's too late.
Ur back sliding will only be long enough for u to fall, then ur done, ur out, nothing will satisfy u.
Put on the chains of Love, ask Love to make u it's slave. Be a slave to Love. For the first time, give it all to Love. Lay it down, before it's to late.
U will be redeemed and forgiven and set free, but do it now before it's too late.